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Stupid Me

I'm not feeling well today due to an upset tummy. It's not that bad but I'd rather stay home than to feel discomfort in school especially comfort rooms there arent really comfortable 😅. Now that I'm just lying down here, I'll take the whole day to reflect on things that has come to my mind.  Its been days that I feel good about myself 😊😊😌. Maybe it was those sidelines and other stuff I've been doing that gives me lesser time to think of my life 🤣. I'm really glad that I haven't been worrying and thinking too much about shit 🤣. Some days I'm very well, some days I'm very low. But that's okay, I understand that we are humans capable of feeling these kinds of emotions. How do I kickstart this reflection paper? Haha. I'd start by saying that I've been trying to erase or at least lower down my keen to a particular someone. What I am looking forward right now is to take hold of this grail of hope of eventually taking this someone ligh
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Dear Patience,

 Dear Patience, I read in many books that you are a virtue. My values teachers also say it too. When I'm hungry in the evening but my mom is still cooking, mom reminds me of you - patience. When I'm on the grocery in a long queue at the counter, I need you - patience. When I'm stuck in a traffic and I'm getting late for work, I put you in mind - patience. Patience, you truly are in the different corners of my place. You at home, at the grocery, at the traffic jams, but not fully in my heart. I have solely believed that the right one shall come and we'll live happily ever after, just as the disney movies portray-very easy. But, at this time of my life, I don't think I'm getting there, I'm not a Disney princess. Every now and then, I see on my socmed news feed my friends starting out a relationship, enjoying a relationship, or even tying the knot. I truly understand that life is not a race and that our moving pace, fast or slow, doesn't make us less of
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My Heart @ 25

 In thoughts and ideals, I consider myself brilliant. But there is this aspect that I'm totally the opposite. Concerning with clothes, I will wear any; with foods, I don't choose as long as it wouldn't poison; with situations, I'm always on-the-go wherever you place me; but with people, I am critical to my choice. I have more or less than 10 people whom I consider as friends, and when I say friends, they are intimate, and the rest, consider them casual, not as significant. For me, picking the right tribe is one of the highest level of decisions I have to figure out.   All my life, I never cared for a lovelife, a man, a family to raise. Never have I opened myself to someone, not even talked or went out with anyone. A friendly chat would only be "seen", a single "hi" would just be responded with a smirk, a "can I ride you home" would only be replied with "I'LL JUST WALK", and a "can I get your number" was always a big
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